Quit Entertaining Sharks and Barracudas!
Originally Written 01/19/2023
You 100% deserve a Killer Whale! 100%
All the little sayings & euphemisms are absolutely true! About valuing yourself & how you view yourself especially. Please don’t forget, I was over 200 lbs for a long time there is a lot of rewiring that has had to be done.
You may, or may not, know that mercury retrograde just finished. It started on December 29th & finished up yesterday. That’s why you’ve been getting into arguments & technology hasn’t been working. Awesome way to start the new year!
The thing about mercury retrograde is, that it’s about the past, people coming back from the past, & finishing up old projects. It’s not for the new new in any form or fashion.
So….I had a blast from the past, that I wasn’t expecting….which is pretty odd for me. He just happened to show up in my stories out of the blue.
Day 1 - I was like, “probably an accident, but he watched both.” I dismissed it. I personally forget the next story isn’t always an ad often.
Day 2 - I’m working, check my stuff for a second & there he is. “okay…. If he’s there tomorrow…I will allow myself to accept this isn’t an accident “
Day 3 - nothing all day…until two seconds before I decide to put my phone down & go to bed. BOOM “Okay, that’s a mother farmin distress signal.”
I’m thrown. It’s mercury retrograde, so I don’t really want to engage in a conversation that might go sideways because of planetary issues
So while I’m in this state of shock….stuff starts running through my head like our last conversation, the people we talk to & hang out with. What I’ve been allowing myself to entertain & accept and what he has entertained.
Because….in one of our last conversations, he told me I was exactly like his best friend, who I also know…AND….after watching his life play out…I just kinda accepted that must NOT have been intended as a compliment
I ain’t changing
Anyway, about 2-3 days out from my story experience with him….I realized I had been entertaining barracudas & sharks for years. I just kept getting what I expected or resolved to.
Even if I don’t speak to Mr. Killer Whale …ever. Just his mere presence changed my whole life perspective! Because a bad mother freaking whale has valued me where the sharks & barracuda don’t. A massive light & self-worth awakening happened for me!
I deserve a Killer Whale & so do you! 100%
